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wow, havent updated this in foreverrrrrr. myspace has replaced livejournal, one of the many things that has changed.
it seems as though so much has changed lately, its insane. as much as i tell myself that change is a good thing, i cant help but want to go back to how it used to be. it seems like these changes have only made life ten times more complicated. i know, its a part of growing up. but... dont you ever just want to put it all on hold? like, being a teenager. growing up. just be careless again. in the past six months of my life, i changed more than i had in the previous fifteen years. yet still, i'm the same person i've always been. as much as i change, i know i can still go back to being ten years old and enjoy it. with everyone growing up so rapidly, i get scared that things won't be the same. but all truth be told, they won't. we're growing up, growing apart, growing together. i'm not really sure where i'm going with this, but lately i've been told that i'm childish sometimes. and recently i've realized that i'm perfectly content with that. if it weren't for my "childish" side, life just wouldn't be half as amazing. i mean, what fun is being mature all of the time? i hope i never lose the little kid inside of me, because it seems like its disappearing in so many others. but i know that the little kid lives in all of us. and it's only healthy to let it out sometimes. because inevitably, things are going to change. people are going to change. i am going to change. but i promise myself, right now, that i will always remember who i am, and who i was, and who i want to be. ♥
it seems as though so much has changed lately, its insane. as much as i tell myself that change is a good thing, i cant help but want to go back to how it used to be. it seems like these changes have only made life ten times more complicated. i know, its a part of growing up. but... dont you ever just want to put it all on hold? like, being a teenager. growing up. just be careless again. in the past six months of my life, i changed more than i had in the previous fifteen years. yet still, i'm the same person i've always been. as much as i change, i know i can still go back to being ten years old and enjoy it. with everyone growing up so rapidly, i get scared that things won't be the same. but all truth be told, they won't. we're growing up, growing apart, growing together. i'm not really sure where i'm going with this, but lately i've been told that i'm childish sometimes. and recently i've realized that i'm perfectly content with that. if it weren't for my "childish" side, life just wouldn't be half as amazing. i mean, what fun is being mature all of the time? i hope i never lose the little kid inside of me, because it seems like its disappearing in so many others. but i know that the little kid lives in all of us. and it's only healthy to let it out sometimes. because inevitably, things are going to change. people are going to change. i am going to change. but i promise myself, right now, that i will always remember who i am, and who i was, and who i want to be. ♥