This sucks.
Why does every day seem to get worse? I keep trying to pretend like it will be better, but it never is. I've had a very long day between work and school. I only wish I could go to bed now and at least sleep to get my mind off of things. I don't know what I need right now. There just aren't enough hours in the week to get things done. I try to keep busy to get the most out of life, but at the same time I'm exhausted. I haven't been pushed this far in a long time. I don't even remember the last time I was at this point. That's why I need to refocus this weekend and try to get everything straight. If I don't, the next couple of weeks are going to be a lot worse. I don't think I get a chance to breathe until the very end of October. But by then it will be time for midterms. It's a never ending cycle. At least, according to the schedule I have right now, after the beginning of November, I should be able to relax for the second half of the semester. I guess I should probably get back to reading my bible-like lit book. I have about 30 pages to read and it will probably take me about 2 hours to read them. That means I should be asleep by 1 (I hope.) If not, then I will have to find the red bull girls in the morning to wake me up. Good night world.