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i'm a fucking mess. i dont know whats wrong with me or why i feel so isolated. seriously. wtf is wrong with me? i cant do shit. everytime i do something and it's not right, i get really pissed. everything seems to irritate me. and im cranky all the damn time. i want to choke someone to their death. i really do. i feel like people are reaching out and trying to help, but for some reason i dont take it. i push everyone away and whenever someone tries to be nice i snap at them. ughh it feels like theres no one there. even when there is. i still feel so alone. fuck.