hey assholes

[just__ask__me]

yea so this weeks has pretty much sucked. had its ups and downs.. been stressed and bitchy so that hasnt really helped. i hate being sympathyzed (<-spelling? lol) but i'm so poor i can't stand it anymore. my mom yelled at me cause i didnt finish all my meatloaf. i was like.. mom you know i dont like meatloaf. and she was like.. well its food and food is fucking expensive so eat it. fuck the condo.. i'd rather be able to afford food then to go someplace nice in the summer. and then all these people arn't grateful for what they have. they're basically served everything they want on a silver platter and just want more. open your eyes assholes. and fuck you guys that think that just cause my house is semi- big means i have fucking money. i'm sick of this shit and my parents always friggin arguing. and fuck school. i have enough to deal with at home so dont give me an 89.4 and say that i dont participate enough and im not gettin the A- asshole.

i'm done.

monday i had to go to the dentist which sucked. and then i came home and tried on my fugly dresses. and then i started havin second thoughts about the winterball cause i cant even afford a decent dress or to get my hair and nails done. oh well.. i dont even care anymore.. i just feel bad for ed. and its just gettin really annoying when everyone talks about all the new shit they're gettin for 4 hours of their lives. ridiculous.

yesterday me daans jen caris ash lauren court and cayleeer surprised jess and took her to the roadhouse for her birthday. SO fun. jess was really happy so that boosted up my mood. love you girls.

im so fucking bored. seriously, what do people do with their lives if they just come home everyday!?

okay im goin to laurens.. peace