Aug 26, 2007 14:17
Alright, so I haven't posted since like, what? October? Does anyone get on here anymore anyway, is it really worth coming back? The only people who ever post are Sam, just recently my cousin, sometimes Kate, and those highly annoying groups that I have added in the past. Where is everybody?
Well I guess I could make this more based for myself, no need for anyone else to read, and than those who sign on occasionally can feel free...if I actually keep up with this. Lets see, I feel like letting my feelings out about my friends.
To start off, there is this girl I have been friends with my whole life, we have had alot of ups and downs in the past 17 years. But now we are closer then ever, and I cherish her friendship more than anything. I know we will always be here for each other, for the rest of our lives. We have grown up together, and will continue to grow old together, she will be my bridesmaid and my babys godmother, there is no one that could have take her place.
So there is this other girl who when she smiles, a grin forces itself across my face no matter how mad I am, when she cries I instantly feel her pain and want to cry with her, when I look her in the eyes I know there is no one I could ever trust more regardless of how many broken hearts i've had. I have known her for about 5 years now, and I couldn't ask for a better friend, even though we definitely have our differences. We have so much fun together, and she is the only person I never run out of things to talk about with. I would be lost without her. I hope this friendship never ends.
Now I don't know what happened here, but me and another girl have been bestfriends for 8 years now, and slowly have started to drift apart. We were always together. ALWAYS. Determined that nothing would ever come between us. But then we were sure that everything would be ruined when we had to go are seperate ways and go to different highschools, but things didnt change we still stayed the best of friends. Lately it seems as though a certain guy hads come between us, although she says differently. But either way, I am terribly sorry things are turning out the way they are, because we had an amazing friendship. i hope she knows when things go wrong, i will always be here for her. i would give her the world if I could.
&theres this guy who with one touch of his hand takes my breath away, who can make me laugh when all i want to do is cry, and whose smile brightens my day. He makes me incredibly happy, he is sweet and funny. I love being with him and spending time with him, even if we are doing nothing. I love him more than he will ever know.
Alright, so there are my four favorites. To the rest of my friends, you all are great too, and I wish I could get to know you all better, I have always only had my cousin, 1 or 2 close friends, and a boyfriend as my best friends. Never really wanted anything else, there is always room for change though. Alright. love you guys.
Later.