no she didnt..and its not like i cause all the problems in the world..and im so sick of whenever kait is upset about something people assume its me..nothing at all against kait but im just saying..there are worse people in the world then me..
i could ask you the same questions..last time we talked..i believe it was because i me..ive been waiting to see if you would ever call..but it looks like you havent..and im not the one that said you talked to me..it was lisa.
obviously there are some insecurities you should deal with. i never said/implied that you made her life horrible.
but im not saying you dont cause problems.
and im not saying you do either.
im not nuteral either. im definetly one sided and closed minded in this situation. honestly- you did thingsa you cant fix anymore and that is unfortunate.
everyone has done things that they cant fix..and everyone causes problems whether they know it or not..and honestly ive been going through a lot of shit that neither of you know about or would probably care about and when i saw your comment lisa i cried..It made me feel like complete shit that someone i have known since i was like 5 is basically telling people not to talk to me.I mean i already did cause my mom tells me im a waste(literally she does) on a daily basis pretty much..
well doesnt that tell you that you need to do something with your life. anyone would see that. your mom is an intelligent woman and if you should take advice from anyone i would think it would be from her alex. not from your ex boyfriend or friends you used to be close with,no.
everyone is past having pity parties for you. its pathetic by now.
i dont like to preach- but you also know me well enough to understand that i hold my ground and im not affraid to speak out. right now, alex, i am saying find your life, try to regain friendships and stop being a fake. its disgusting.
All I am going to say on this WHOLE situation is whats done is done. There is no reason to appologize any more, its been done numerous times or try to point fingers by saying "I call you , u dont call me .w.e.. It's way beyond the point of petty crap. Stop trying to blame each other. The bottom line is if she wanted to talk to you then she would. And if you wanted to talk her then u would call her. But if u dont then dont. All you can do is move on, and try to live your life. Now if that means that you call people you haven't talked to in a while and TRY to start over and build a new relationship than so be it. But there is no point in bringing up OLD drama from over 11 months ago. Thats stupid. its over.
BTW meant to put this as new topic .. not referencing lisa's last journal.
look alex. i dont hate you. you know this. i dont think your a "waste" or anything. but im not going ot pity you. ive been going through shit..youve been going through shit..lisa jacqui. kali. peter. EVERYONNEE is going through shit that neither of us truly understand. but we can at least be there for each other.. and right now..your not that there for anyone.. not even me.
i have no remorse...like lisa said.. if its not going right...then YOUR not doing it right. and change it...thats waht i did... i CHANGED.. and now im happy. so happy.
one more thing.. alex i dont understand how you can sit there and complain about life.. when one you made the decisions..you chose your own path. just like i did. you drove yourself that way.. also. everyone has problems wtih their parents..everyone..you knwo how many times my mom has blown up at me and told me she hates me.. its just one of those things you gotta be strong enough to get over... everything has been handed to you or sugar-coated when it came to the final stage of life..or tough love. just be mature and deal with it.. sorry for ya. it may seem. <3
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do you even know the enemies i have in my world?
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i like tea too..
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but im not saying you dont cause problems.
and im not saying you do either.
im not nuteral either. im definetly one sided and closed minded in this situation. honestly- you did thingsa you cant fix anymore and that is unfortunate.
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everyone is past having pity parties for you. its pathetic by now.
i dont like to preach- but you also know me well enough to understand that i hold my ground and im not affraid to speak out. right now, alex, i am saying find your life, try to regain friendships and stop being a fake. its disgusting.
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Now if that means that you call people you haven't talked to in a while and TRY to start over and build a new relationship than so be it. But there is no point in bringing up OLD drama from over 11 months ago. Thats stupid. its over.
BTW meant to put this as new topic .. not referencing lisa's last journal.
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i dont hate you. you know this. i dont think your a "waste" or anything. but im not going ot pity you. ive been going through shit..youve been going through shit..lisa jacqui. kali. peter. EVERYONNEE is going through shit that neither of us truly understand. but we can at least be there for each other..
and right now..your not that there for anyone..
not even me.
i have no remorse...like lisa said..
if its not going right...then YOUR not doing it right.
and change it...thats waht i did...
i CHANGED.. and now im happy. so happy.
get over it. and l i v e l i f e.
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alex i dont understand how you can sit there and complain about life..
when one you made the decisions..you chose your own path. just like i did. you drove yourself that way..
also. everyone has problems wtih their parents..everyone..you knwo how many times my mom has blown up at me and told me she hates me..
its just one of those things you gotta be strong enough to get over...
everything has been handed to you or sugar-coated when it came to the final stage of life..or tough love.
just be mature and deal with it..
sorry for ya. it may seem. <3
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