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why do i keep updating this shit? no one even reads it anyways. that girl i dont even know on gj comments more often than any of you did since like... this summer. and so what if im in a bitchy mood? since... march... i lost 4 friendships, because of stupid things and because im a friggin tete de mule. thats it. its always my fault. its my fault that renata went talking to christina and ignored me and left me behind... its my fault that Gen needs to be on the spot and feel like shes the only one thats important, its my fault that mac is a friggin liar and that he left me behind.... its my fault that jess takes drugs and that she didnt invite me to her party. of course i coudlof went to renata and told her from the beginning. BUT I WAS FRIGGIN DEPRESSED DOING STUPID THINGS AND SHE WULD JSUT IGNORE ME of course i couldof told Gen to shut up and listen to me or other ppl... but she wouldof stop talking to me anyways. of ourse i couldof told mac to stop lying, BUT HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW HES LYING he jsut wanna be interesting... and jess.. pfft i dont even wanna talk about it. ppl are friggin selfish... call ME selfish if yo want, i dont care... actually, will someone PLEASE tell me the truth about myself? how am i? like a bithc or hyprocrite or crazy freak... or paranoiac... PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! jsut tell me the plain truth, i dont care if it hurts, im used to it, so GO and know that if i get no replies/comments about this ill jsut stop updateing here.