Update
Happy St. Patricks Day. Drink lots and stay safe.
I started my new chemo round last Thrusday. That part is a breeze. As soon as i got home i puked my guts up. So far everything else has been ok. I'm tired, i'm cold. I'm stressed. I'll be sitting here and everything would be fine, then it gets in my head again and won't go away for quite awhile. It lasts longer than the time that i feel ok. I hate having no control over it. I write, i bitch, i've tried so many things to throw it out the window. But it keeps flying back in. I guess it will just take time. But damnit, i want it over right now. I'm searching for the positive side of me that was there. It's hiding under a rock somewhere and i can't find the map. Other than that. I'm doing fine physically. No major side effects. I'll try to keep you all posted. Love and peace.
I started my new chemo round last Thrusday. That part is a breeze. As soon as i got home i puked my guts up. So far everything else has been ok. I'm tired, i'm cold. I'm stressed. I'll be sitting here and everything would be fine, then it gets in my head again and won't go away for quite awhile. It lasts longer than the time that i feel ok. I hate having no control over it. I write, i bitch, i've tried so many things to throw it out the window. But it keeps flying back in. I guess it will just take time. But damnit, i want it over right now. I'm searching for the positive side of me that was there. It's hiding under a rock somewhere and i can't find the map. Other than that. I'm doing fine physically. No major side effects. I'll try to keep you all posted. Love and peace.