Surprisingly enough, I can listen to their songs, not like about 4 years ago when I was heartbroken and all SHINee songs reminded me of my then-crush. So now I can listen to them, but there's always this feeling of... something finite? Like I know that or four boys are gonna have more photoshoots, performances, video clips, that there are still things coming, that we haven't seen it all yet. While Jonghyun is like... this beautiful book with no sequel to it, you can just read it over and over again and find new details, interpret them in a different way having different experiences, but it's still the same text, unchanged. Forever to stay as it is now. So anytime I was something from RDD era I feel like I'm watching these five guys, oblivious to the fact that soon it'll only be four of them. Like, in every old video of ot5 now I see this kind of a... something missing? Idk how to put it all in words
Anyways, I also miss the fandom and writing and reading and interacting with other fans. Let's hope 2019 brings good things to us (tho I can tell you it started pretty rough for my fellow people born in Gdansk, Poland, world is just crazy)
I'm sorry about 4 years ago :( but I'm glad you can listen to their songs again. And I understand what you mean by it being something finite now, because that's how I feel about it too. I know ot4 is still around, but it's not the same and never will be. That's why it's hard to watch ot5 stuff, still, but I'm still incredibly grateful we have all that footage and all those songs from them. A beautiful book indeed, a beautiful legacy.
The world is definitely crazy, so let's try to stick together and make something of it <3 Love you too, thanks for dropping by ^^
So anytime I was something from RDD era I feel like I'm watching these five guys, oblivious to the fact that soon it'll only be four of them. Like, in every old video of ot5 now I see this kind of a... something missing? Idk how to put it all in words
Anyways, I also miss the fandom and writing and reading and interacting with other fans. Let's hope 2019 brings good things to us (tho I can tell you it started pretty rough for my fellow people born in Gdansk, Poland, world is just crazy)
Love u and your fics! <3
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The world is definitely crazy, so let's try to stick together and make something of it <3 Love you too, thanks for dropping by ^^
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