Sep 15, 2003 23:14
So Ryan and I are great. Overly great. Too great maybe. I need to pull back but how do I do it? I think I may be more into it than him but I know he likes me a lot. I just worry too much but I think it's cuz I like him so much.... I'm scared. And I hate it. Cuz I'm putting myself in a vulnerable spot and feel the need for walls again.
I got a job here. Perkins. I'll be serving Friday and Saturday nights right next to the University from 8PM-4AM. Sucky hrs but should be really good money.... Hope it's all worth it. I go for training on Thursday.
*ugh* my roomie has like 7 people over and they r trippin on shrooms and one guy busted out hsi guitar. He can sing I guess but cant play those strings too well. I think what toppe dthat though was the girl screaming during sex yesterday in the apartment behind my wall.
Writing my screenplay still. Finally got an entire story down and it may just work out. I'm inspired by this class. It's so wierd. Ok. I am sort of out of it. Night guys.