Aug 15, 2003 22:37
So it's all done.... And right now I am stuck in a parallel between dream and reality.... For years I've only dreamt of the day in which i could spread my own wings and attempt to take flight.
But when you finally say good-bye to your home, when you finally have to hold your mother in your arms and apologize for leaving and for all that you put her through as she bawls her eyes out going "How did time go by fast?" you can't help but wonder if it's too soon or if you did it all wrong when you thought ever step was the right one walked.
It's Casi's 12th birthday. I'm goign to give her my silver chain and tell her to hold onto it. It's all I can really do for her other than apologize I wasn't the big brother I'm sure she always wanted. Hm. I need to leave. I'm ready. Bye everyone.
And to Brian T- I waited for you to call and apaologize that I didn't get to see you to say good bye but promise I will come back. And if you do see this call me tonight and we'll do our walk around the neighborhood.
And to Mr Barnett- Ironically, I thank you. For everything. Even though it's uncear on how to classify what was rigth and wrong between us. I wish you the best in your endeavours as well. You and I are alike as we both have dreams for the future and as usual I'm sure we'll both compete with the crowd to make sure we in the end stand ahead. A kiss and a hug to you and a prayer to hope we do one day meet again.
Peace out Brevard.