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All I can say is I pray this is right. If this doesn't end up as a positive experience then i really do give up... I signed my lease today for the place in Orlando and I also set up student orientation for the 7th.
14 days left.
14 more to sit here, sulk and nearly cry over pointless bullshit. Sick of it all. I am sorry to all of you but it's too late for everything. I've fucked up more times in my life than I can count or even recall. I was never there for most of you. I never called, never said hello, never stood by you as often as I promised I would. I let you go and didn't give any of you the opportunity to have a say. I pushed many of you away and regardless of what you or I say we will never have what we may have at one time.
you know what?
I'm over it. 14 days.
bye guys.
14 days left.
14 more to sit here, sulk and nearly cry over pointless bullshit. Sick of it all. I am sorry to all of you but it's too late for everything. I've fucked up more times in my life than I can count or even recall. I was never there for most of you. I never called, never said hello, never stood by you as often as I promised I would. I let you go and didn't give any of you the opportunity to have a say. I pushed many of you away and regardless of what you or I say we will never have what we may have at one time.
you know what?
I'm over it. 14 days.
bye guys.