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The clock ran out. He went home. A weekend without him. I miss him. I wanna be with him. And he does to but were takin it slow. Im gonna prove to him that we need to be together. He is everything I want in someone. Only had 4 minutes. But I was sleeping. I need to shape up. Droppin pounds like no other. I think I'm sick. He was drunk... True feelings. Weekend was horrible. Stomach cancer n jail. o.oo6 was all it took. Feelings are renewed but just arnt the same. 4 day week of school. I've changed so much. I have mixed feelings about things. We want to but we also wanna take it slow. This your heart speaking... Go to him, be with him, care about him, be there for him. Hating the word love. It always gets twisted. Shot after shot. Drinking more than usual. Talkin for two hours. Computer freezes, hes gone. 10 o'clock rolls around. To hung over to think. Feeling the same way is always good. Not remembering exactly what was said. "If I remember I will tell you." I told him how I felt. He said it was a good thing. Hes been hurt in the past. Baby, you don't have to worrie about that with me. Like I said I have changed. Not worried about anyother guy. He's the one I want. "I know thats what I was conserned about". "I'm glad that you were... Thank you". That was enough to make my heart melt. Did you miss me this week? yeah... "He says the sweetest things that put a S M I L E on my face. Smoked my lucky. He signed on. "I will try my damnest to come over and see you." I guess his damnest didn't work. Tears fall down. Why tears? Why am I crying? I have no reason to be. He didn't do anything wrong so why am I like this. He doesn't wanna push me into anything I don't want to do. But the thing is that I do but I don't know what to say or do. Distance = Terrible. Find a way to his heart thats all I have to do. I will do anything. "Shawn you are so cute." "Thank you soooooo much I needed that." I miss him. I like him so much. Partners done wrong in the past. Well guess what baby it's the future and its a whole new ball game...