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hurry up now heart fall in love again before the pain of lonelyness decends upon your head now lie in your bed of tortured pain ..try not to be drowned in this rain .. and dont think about how the sun will never shine again...
yes my post traumatic stress syndrome for being alive ..and tahts what i get a nice lil crappily written poem from hell...anyway havent wrote in awhile ...havent really had the will to write ...aint really had the will to live mush less write ...but tonight im writing becuz i dont know why really broedom? lonelyness?? lack of love for myself or others? maybe a bit of all of them and some other things i cant describe thrown in...pretty blah right now ...even when im somewhere laughing i feel like theres somewhere else i should be ....dont know where or with who but i should be there...oh w ell whatever the worlds gonna end soon enough ...i really dont give a fuck anymore...fuck it
yes my post traumatic stress syndrome for being alive ..and tahts what i get a nice lil crappily written poem from hell...anyway havent wrote in awhile ...havent really had the will to write ...aint really had the will to live mush less write ...but tonight im writing becuz i dont know why really broedom? lonelyness?? lack of love for myself or others? maybe a bit of all of them and some other things i cant describe thrown in...pretty blah right now ...even when im somewhere laughing i feel like theres somewhere else i should be ....dont know where or with who but i should be there...oh w ell whatever the worlds gonna end soon enough ...i really dont give a fuck anymore...fuck it