welll shit
my life right now is a big hell hole. my week sucks ass. my dad had a nervous break down. and he doesnt talk. so its really hard and scary to see him like this. me and my sister are his life line. and he needs us more than anything. and right now i need him. and my mom. my mom im proud of her. shes done so much in her power to make me happy. i feel like a brat. anyways. um i got rammed in the jaw my some kid goofing off. i was walking outta my classroom and he comes running and hit my jaw with his shoulder. so now my jaw hurts really bad i can barly open it. and it hurts to chew. so yeah. that sucks. um and my teachers are bitches. classmates are bitches. i hate this school entirly with a passion. soo yeah this weekend. i went to rachel rogers sweet 16th birthday party (i made her a shirt that said mcr = ♥). it was really nice to see mandarin people. some i didnt care to see at all. but w/e i just hung out with josh mike and little bit of jenny. then i went to brandons for a little while. hes moving to new mexico. then ohio. so i wanted to say bye. then i went "home", uhg. then todaaaay i went to see andy. it was realllly nice to see him. i miss being with him so much. and i saw robby and will s. then i went to heathers. and one thing came to another. and were fighting. long time in a while. but i guess thats what happens sometimes when people change and dont notice it. weird huh?. umm i dont really wanna talk about that. and bad thoughts about michael. he makes me cry to much. and i j ust cant take this anymore. people tell me things. and i think im starting to realize it. but yeah now im here and i think i will be ok. for now.