who are you and what have you done with justine?
the combination of recent conversations and also me reading my older entries today have forced me to realise that a lot has changed, especially in me..
it's so weird looking back on what life was like a little over a year ago.. and in some ways i'm a lot more serious.. and in some ways a lot less.. what an odd girl i used to be! or am i just odder now?
i'm getting really scared thinking about going home. as much as i miss my family and friends and my house and all.. just england and america are so much a part of me, esp dorridge, my little village and all my mates from the forest. it's like when i'm home i'll be so far from everything.. it's weird.. and it's weird that i'm feeling this way now..
especially considering how homesick i was not long ago..
where does it go from here then? i kinda like this rollercoaster..
it's so weird looking back on what life was like a little over a year ago.. and in some ways i'm a lot more serious.. and in some ways a lot less.. what an odd girl i used to be! or am i just odder now?
i'm getting really scared thinking about going home. as much as i miss my family and friends and my house and all.. just england and america are so much a part of me, esp dorridge, my little village and all my mates from the forest. it's like when i'm home i'll be so far from everything.. it's weird.. and it's weird that i'm feeling this way now..
especially considering how homesick i was not long ago..
where does it go from here then? i kinda like this rollercoaster..