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New Year's Eve Festivities

Jan 03, 2003 00:45

New Year's Eve 2002. Tavastia ( Read more... )

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fab_boy January 2 2003, 21:14:01 UTC

I felt your discomfort, but I didn't know what I could say to make it better. All I could think to do was keep you close to me so you would always know I was there.

*slow smile* And what a challenge indeed....

juskasalminen January 2 2003, 21:22:02 UTC

There was so much going through my head that evening, thank you for standing by me. It was what I needed, just silent reassurance and your embrace. I could not have begun to speak about it without getting overly emotional.

I forgot to mention in my post how you took care of me after drinking much more than I know I should have. Thank you for that, I imagine I was not much fun to be around. I hope it did not make the evening a complete waste for you.

fab_boy January 2 2003, 21:31:33 UTC

*laughs softly* Always the test of a new relationship.... "Will you still love me after you hold my head over the toilet?"

And the answer is, 'of course'. You will most likely have to do the same for me someday. I still enjoyed the evening. It was great to finally see HIM in action and to meet some more of your friends. A most unique New Year's, to be sure :)

How are you feeling today, love? Hopefully better than yesterday, I hope.

juskasalminen January 3 2003, 04:39:18 UTC

Well, now you have seen me at both sides of the spectrum, at my best and at my worst. If you are not afraid in any way, I am thankful.

Thank you for being their on New Year's Eve, I needed you by my side, I hope you realise how much this is true. I suspect it was somewhat odd for you, but I think the experience will probably help you understand me a bit more.

I was feeling better yesterday, somewhat groggy, but better. I feel like I have not been the most entertaining person to be around as of late, there has been so much going on in my head, I am sorry for that.

fab_boy January 3 2003, 14:18:05 UTC

It's okay, love. I didn't expect New Year's to be the most joyous celebration... not with the mixture of your melancholy, the presence of Teddy and Ville and my own uneasiness. But I think we made the best of it.

All that mattered was that I was the first person to kiss you in 2003 :)

What is going on in your head, Jussi?

juskasalminen January 3 2003, 17:09:52 UTC

There has just been so much going on lately in just this week alone. Teddy coming, the HIM show. I just feel like I have not been much of myself lately.

fab_boy January 3 2003, 17:16:46 UTC

*softly* Is there anything I can do?

juskasalminen January 3 2003, 17:45:13 UTC

Just hold me in your loving arms, that is more than enough. Allow me to soak up your essence while you are still here.

fab_boy January 4 2003, 13:14:14 UTC

I will do that with large amounts of pleasure, darling. I want to feel your heartbeat... I want to memorize its cadence.

juskasalminen January 4 2003, 13:30:24 UTC

With you around, I assure you that the tempo of my heart is greatly heightened. I want to feel your tears again on my skin; I want to taste them on my lips and tongue as my own eyes flood and stream down my cheeks.

fab_boy January 4 2003, 13:36:13 UTC

*softly* I will shed many tears in the next few days.... they will anoint your skin until I am forced to part from you.

I'll do everything I can to help maintain that tempo while I'm away, love.

juskasalminen January 4 2003, 18:24:54 UTC

Anoint me, love. Baptize me in your tears, cleanse me.

I have no doubt that you will. We will use this as a test to enhance our creativity, to find new was to express our love for one another.

fab_boy January 5 2003, 10:17:34 UTC

I'll be up for the challenge in a variety of ways, darling ;)

juskasalminen January 5 2003, 15:33:20 UTC

You always seem to have a knack for saying the right things. I look forward to being the beneficiary of your creativity, and keeping you up at night in the best way possible.

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