How weird. I was just thinking of a gay relationship a while ago and I felt sick. I mean like, I felt like vomitting. Maybe its the after-effects of the excessive alcohol that I had last night. But yeah. Just don't know why.
And recently, I find myself being attracted to girls. Like, I used to be able to touch ladies and not feel anything. But when I touch guys, there's this spark of electricity. Now it's like the other way. Like I actually find myself liking this colleague of mine. And when she touches me or I touch her, like just at the shoulders or the back la...there's this spark of electricity. I actually pull back when she touches me...out of shyness :P I know... those who know me must be going, Julian getting shy? Since when does he get shy? But yeah. I do!!!
And the last time I dated a girl was like...omg..when I was 18. So that was 5 years ago. Is that hetrosexual feeling coming back?