Aug 18, 2006 18:55
right now I am hating the fact that I am growing up
This is probably going to be my last summer of lounging :-(
I'm freaking 22 years old and it just hit me the other day
I don't like that my old friendships are already drifting away
I'm probably never going to live in the same town as them again and I've discovered that you can't be the one putting in all the effort all the time, it just doesn't work
Soon I won't be able to spend my money on frivolous things such as eating out all the time and going to the movies
I'll be paying off my loans and needing to get a "real job"
I feel like I'm the only one not excited for school to start because once it does it will be over just as quickly
sometimes I'm scared for my life to start others excited
It just feels like my life is on hold.......