Feb 09, 2003 23:33
i'm pathetic!
knowing that "love" hurt me at one point in my life. i keep looking, when i shouldnt! its like everytime i go out, i daydream of finding that special someone! but it never happens. i dunno why guys never take the risk to come up to me and introduce themselves! why? i dont bite! well i bite when i have to but not on the first try! it just makes me feel bad to know that i've never had that. and knowing guys at clubs doesnt count! why? half of them are drunk and probably dont notice the real me, all they see is the "physical" me! so yeah that doesnt count!
should i take the initiative? some opinions would be nice please!!
as much as i hate love i want it badly! for once i wanna have someone real. i'm real!