Dear Diary,

May 21, 2010 00:05

       I was taking the train home one day, and this man I see sometimes, comes to me to shake my hand, so I respectedly accepted and shaked his hand.

He told me, you have warm healing hands. I smiled, and he said you have Prophetic eyes aswell. I looked and said nothing.
He told me, I was an angel in disguise left behind in this world for a purpose, A purspose I was soon to come across from.
I was astonished by his words. I didn't know how to reply.

He looked at me and said your lost and confused, you dont belong here, and you know that. I finally replied and said, I know I dont belong, but I dont know why? He said, you do know why. You will never find your way home. if you continue to deny him and the gift he has given you. He gave you a gift, and you simply ignore it. He asked me, How could you ignore your calling, your faith, your destiny? I looked and thought okay, he just went crazy on me. But the truth is that everyday for 24 yrs I knew I was different, I knew I didnt quite belong here. I always felt the presence of something greater trying to guide me, but I always ignored it.

I know Im destined to accomplish something, but I dont know what just yet. I sometimes cry the tears of others when they hurt, I feel there pain just like if it was my own. When someone is in pain wether it be physical, mentally or emotionally, I ask for them to be healed, And right infront of my eyes miracles happen. I never understood why? I still dont. Im just me I say. But really who am I? 
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