Jan 23, 2005 22:18
i ate circa 182 jellybeans last night at about 1 am.
all of the colors mixed in my tummy, i bet.
so....yeah, i feel good.
i feel like sex.
i'm sorry. i just do.
it's all i can think about, man.
it sucks.
it's like being 14 all over again.
&so i feel like sex... but i have to study for a test now. so that's that.
andit's not like i have any options anyway. not appealing ones.
where the hell are all of the appealing applicants?
what...do they not exist?
i mean, i know that this could be the truth. i know that reality could be that they just aren't out there.
and that is the worst.
the utmost of horribility.
the height of rediculousness, too, if you think about it.
i mean....i don't ask for much.
i'd just like a lion, please. a lion of a being. to bite my neck, please. that's all i ask.