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so i've decided something. i refuse to waste my time any longer with schoolwork. i won't memorise facts to only flush them out after a quiz. i won't study for hours to memorize what parts of the brain control what. but what i don't mind doing is reading books for AP English or writing a story in French. so i don't think i'm getting lazy. i'm just....tired of wasting my time. i had the same feeling last year and didn't turn in a huge research paper, and look, i'm still alive and the world is still spinning. so we'll see what happens with this new experiment and whether i'll be able to stick to my guns. i hope so.