madame?

Aug 05, 2004 09:17

the wedding was outside, beautiful, wet, incredible. moving. i loved having this excuse to be around my extended family. i wish we all lived closer so that i could be more influenced by them, and them from me, too, i suppose. ahh. family. i love it and i hate it. see, though, what perplexes me is no matter how many times i'm reminded of just how much i adore the bonds i create with family members....i just can't bring myself to want to create my own family. to be the beginning of it all. it would be too much. and who would they be, anyway? would i like them? would i be good to them? who knows.

while in that area i got the chance to go check out the fantastic Ithaca college. i think i liked it so much because of the town it's in--- it's to the brim with hippies of every age :) so yay for that community, because i could tell from spending just a few hours in the heart of that town that i would feel right at home among the tea drinkers and lovers. And every summer there is the music festival Grassroots, which is the one that i was going to go to this year with Anna...but didn't. for whatever reason. probably because she was getting married, like, the next week.

so: i know where i want to live, if not go to college. i just need to come up with $34,000/year. HAHA. yea.....
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