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Jen's here. hooray.
this weekend will be full of drunk adults and drunk college kids and then just me. i hate that.
and if only i weren't so stupid i'd be with elsbeth right now in DFE.
but i've learned my lesson....and....so i figure enough's enough with lying about petty things.
and i do hate it when my dad finds out. i completely bum him out more than anything when i lie. and so lying about stupid things becomes more of a hassle than anything else. and i just end up hurting feelings in the end and feeling juvenile.
in other news, i got my permit yesterday. i killed a few birds with one and dad took me driving on a stick shift. yeah. i had a blast, let me tell you. i appreciate driving more than i ever have. it's utterly rediculous how many things you have to think about at once. it's crazy. they should just outlaw stickshifts and make everything automatic :)
i'm hoping this will be like riding a bike, you know. once you get it, it's like you hardly have to think about it anymore. but i think that's a long shot.
but this is the first bitty step to freedom, getting my permit and all. so hip-hip for that.
this weekend will be full of drunk adults and drunk college kids and then just me. i hate that.
and if only i weren't so stupid i'd be with elsbeth right now in DFE.
but i've learned my lesson....and....so i figure enough's enough with lying about petty things.
and i do hate it when my dad finds out. i completely bum him out more than anything when i lie. and so lying about stupid things becomes more of a hassle than anything else. and i just end up hurting feelings in the end and feeling juvenile.
in other news, i got my permit yesterday. i killed a few birds with one and dad took me driving on a stick shift. yeah. i had a blast, let me tell you. i appreciate driving more than i ever have. it's utterly rediculous how many things you have to think about at once. it's crazy. they should just outlaw stickshifts and make everything automatic :)
i'm hoping this will be like riding a bike, you know. once you get it, it's like you hardly have to think about it anymore. but i think that's a long shot.
but this is the first bitty step to freedom, getting my permit and all. so hip-hip for that.