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I'm so pathetic.
Lets ignore the fact that I still update my livejournal and Im 26.
I have real trouble being alone. I deplore tax season. Usually Monday and Tuesday Im alright, theres the typical terror of every sound in the house at night plus my whole system of locking up to ensure that Im not locking myself in with the killer that Im pretty confident is somewhere in my house. (there's an order to it- IM NUTS)
But then by Friday im dreading going home because thats a whole night alone followed by a whole day alone so I start making incessant plans.
I texted my cousin to see if she wanted to go to the movies. No response, she was probably in a class/lab. Then I start texting with another friend who wants to go out because his mother in law is around.
Then my cousin texts me back "YES! I wanna go to the movies!"
Then I think well, Ok i tried to make that plan first and that one wont result in drunk driving or too much $$ spent on empty calories.
I just try to make all these plans assuming no one will want to do anything and then I end up with a bunch of plans and being the flake.
Thus, I probably wont be able to skype tonight Lei :(
Lets ignore the fact that I still update my livejournal and Im 26.
I have real trouble being alone. I deplore tax season. Usually Monday and Tuesday Im alright, theres the typical terror of every sound in the house at night plus my whole system of locking up to ensure that Im not locking myself in with the killer that Im pretty confident is somewhere in my house. (there's an order to it- IM NUTS)
But then by Friday im dreading going home because thats a whole night alone followed by a whole day alone so I start making incessant plans.
I texted my cousin to see if she wanted to go to the movies. No response, she was probably in a class/lab. Then I start texting with another friend who wants to go out because his mother in law is around.
Then my cousin texts me back "YES! I wanna go to the movies!"
Then I think well, Ok i tried to make that plan first and that one wont result in drunk driving or too much $$ spent on empty calories.
I just try to make all these plans assuming no one will want to do anything and then I end up with a bunch of plans and being the flake.
Thus, I probably wont be able to skype tonight Lei :(