Jul 31, 2005 23:49
Ok well i got back from camping today fun fun and i was suprised becuz it was. i meant a lot of kool families there, families who had brigger problems than mine finally and well the kids they adopted i mean i could not go what they went through. It was so weird though becuz i mean even though i didn't know these people it was like i did becuz well i love all my friends they don't understand on that level. I hope that doesn't affend anyone. There was a cute lifeguard there and i was like oooooo baby lol and he was only 19 and his name is Darell. So well that was my summer liking someone lol.
Well on to a different subject I was thinking in my room today and I realized i was really sad and i didn't understand why until i thought more. Well this is my conclusion I have been doing nothing but working,volunteering and hanging out with friends when ever possible. But i realized that i have wasted my whole summer on working and vlounteer and well that just made me sad.I'm sorry if this is not making sense. Then in a death of a friend i realized that my life was somewhat spinning out of controll and after that and then camp i'm trying to reconnect with everyone.Becuz i don't want to be one of thoses people who say where did my summer go ?
Do you ever wish that u could go bac and relive those days when there was not DRAMA and everything was so perfect or so we thought?
Also what would u do if u woke up and i was laying in bed next to u lol?
Tomorrow is Laguna Beach!!!! YEAH!!!!
School is soon comming your way lololol
ok well i'm out luv ya annie
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