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[jurisannarielle]

i feel selfish,
i want to always have you by my side,
never to share you with anyone,
even though, that is just too, unhumanne.

so now what do i do?
i cry,
feeling miserable inside,
horrible for keeping you a prisoner,
but overwhelmed with sadness of you,
gone...

i want to let you be happy,
but you being happy makes me miserable,
without you,
i forget what happiness is.

seconds pass,
with each tear that trickles down my cheek,
minutes slowly tick away,
as i try to wait patiently,
for you.

my heart,
on the verge of breaking,
the time we're apart
shatters me to the core...
i don't want to be here alone.