You can stay awake for days with no side effects. AHHHHHH!!! Sorry...

Apr 02, 2009 10:17

Went to the dentist this morning, almost didn't wake up in time. I need to quite turning off BOTH of my alarms in my sleep. >.< I hate going to the dentist. I know my teeth are awful, so I don't need them to tell me that every time I go in. Got it. Just clean and fill the cavities I know I have and be DONE with it. *sighs* A great way to start the morning! I've been told I'm not doing a good job cleaning my teeth and now I have to make two cavity filling appointments along with two appointments at the orthodontist to take off and put back my top permanent retainer. Blah. At least they didn't tell me that I need to get my teeth whitened and I need gum surgery - unlike my last dentist. >.<

And the day is JUST beginning.

Luckily I don't have MUCH to do at work today, so I'll be able to go through my Sims2 downloads more. I've been working on this folder since Monday. *headdesk* I'm determined to clean it out, organize it correctly, and townify stuff so when I ATTEMPT to make my Prosperity town, I'll actually like the townies. :D

Right now I'm frustrated because I want to finish putting away my CDs, but all the Targets in the area seem to be out of the CD slips that I'm using. And I REFUSE to use different ones. They need to be all the same, damnit!

Brother!Bobby is coming to visit the 10th. He's taking the train down here and then my parents are coming to Orlando on Easter to pick him up. That way we'll have dinner together and I don't have to drive 4 hours just to drop my brother back off. Which is always a plus. But now I really need to clean the apartment. I mean, serious deep clean. Which just ADDS to the stress.

Time still keeps slipping from me. I'm not sure if its because I'm lazy, or because I'm stressing too much. I think my problem is that I've got so much that I want and need to do, that I can't seem to concentrate on one thing. That, and the fact that when I get home I've got a whole hour to do it all in. And weekends? I crash. I sleep for 12/13 hours, when I wake I say I'm going to be productive, but end up sitting in front of the computer doing something...unproductive...at least in the way I see it.

I really need to start working on that 101 things in 1001 days. I'm not even close to half way and I feel like shit because I wasted a whole year doing NOTHING. Again, that stems from the fact that I'm incredibly lazy. I'm determined that that's not going to happen this year, but what have I done the past three months? NOTHING.

*sighs* Why do I spend so much time frustrated? This is really starting to annoy me. Damnit, maybe I should have taken a Xanax before I came to work. Maybe I just need to work on something that'll keep me from thinking so much into this.

real life: cleaning, health: teeth, family: the fam, holiday: easter, health: stress

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