Have you ever been at odds with yourself?
Meaning that ever since I was little, I knew that I would only really be good at raising children. So for my entire life I've known that my goal was to 'get married! make babies!'.
However, right now I'm watching the Travel Channel and watching a group of people climb MachuPichu in Peru and remembering the report I did when I was little and how at awe I was to see it in pictures.
And now I would KILL to travel everywhere I've ever wanted to go.
The part that is holding me back is my lack of funds and the fact that Chris doesn't fly, and to try to get him to go with me would be like pulling teeth.
*sighs* I'll eventually figure things out. Maybe not today, but possibly soon.
However, right now I'm watching the Travel Channel and watching a group of people climb MachuPichu in Peru and remembering the report I did when I was little and how at awe I was to see it in pictures.
And now I would KILL to travel everywhere I've ever wanted to go.
The part that is holding me back is my lack of funds and the fact that Chris doesn't fly, and to try to get him to go with me would be like pulling teeth.
*sighs* I'll eventually figure things out. Maybe not today, but possibly soon.