awestruck
It was the mose amazing 4 hours of my life; so much that it left me numb in thought for hours after. So much was said. pieces of me were laid on the floor left fot you to do as you please the only thing i prayed you wouldn't do was walk away.
I left myself exposed and you picked me up and made me cry with your empathy and compassion. You told me you could never be ashamed of me and that you were so proud of me. You told me i was beautiful and deserved to be treated like a princess, like your princess. You didn't lie to me and for better or worse, you beard your soul as well.
I learned about your first love, your first fuck, and the last girlfriend who broke yourheart. You heard about JP, Jon, heather and my first everything.
I told you word for word about the night my grandpa died and you listened wholely and completely. I told you about my sicknesses and my suicides and the death i have seen and you still sat by my side.
You told me about your grandpa's death and your brother who died when he was 3 and your ideas about marriage and how it is, no question, going to be forever. You told me you loved everything about me and it's hard for you not to devoure me whole. And that you are afraid to say the "L" word because what we have is still so new and frighteningly perfect and right that it scares the both of us to think of what such a powerful love might do.
You told me play by play how we met and what was going through your head the first time you saw me. You told me you fell instantly and it scared the shit out of you. I told you how i was so crazy about you that when i got home, i cried because i was terrified.
Nothing has happened how we planned but he's in the best place he's ever been and i am too. We've both been through hell and we're still here. I love his family and he loves mine. It's only been 3 months but i know he's my everything. He is my strength and my rock and the sensibility i need in my life. He is also the crazy adventurist i need and he makes me happy as anything.
Last night was the greatest night of my life. With a bottle of wine, an outside fire and you by my side, i left it all out for you and you loved me all the more. I am lost without him and i as so frightened by my desire for him. I have never wanted more. I love him to pieces.
I left myself exposed and you picked me up and made me cry with your empathy and compassion. You told me you could never be ashamed of me and that you were so proud of me. You told me i was beautiful and deserved to be treated like a princess, like your princess. You didn't lie to me and for better or worse, you beard your soul as well.
I learned about your first love, your first fuck, and the last girlfriend who broke yourheart. You heard about JP, Jon, heather and my first everything.
I told you word for word about the night my grandpa died and you listened wholely and completely. I told you about my sicknesses and my suicides and the death i have seen and you still sat by my side.
You told me about your grandpa's death and your brother who died when he was 3 and your ideas about marriage and how it is, no question, going to be forever. You told me you loved everything about me and it's hard for you not to devoure me whole. And that you are afraid to say the "L" word because what we have is still so new and frighteningly perfect and right that it scares the both of us to think of what such a powerful love might do.
You told me play by play how we met and what was going through your head the first time you saw me. You told me you fell instantly and it scared the shit out of you. I told you how i was so crazy about you that when i got home, i cried because i was terrified.
Nothing has happened how we planned but he's in the best place he's ever been and i am too. We've both been through hell and we're still here. I love his family and he loves mine. It's only been 3 months but i know he's my everything. He is my strength and my rock and the sensibility i need in my life. He is also the crazy adventurist i need and he makes me happy as anything.
Last night was the greatest night of my life. With a bottle of wine, an outside fire and you by my side, i left it all out for you and you loved me all the more. I am lost without him and i as so frightened by my desire for him. I have never wanted more. I love him to pieces.