Jul 31, 2006 04:42
I think your parents always say "you can do better," because they don't have the heart to tell you...it only gets worse.
I broke up with JP (duh) I dated some guys. Guys that are sleezy and guys that tell lies and guys who fuck you then kick you out so they don't have to see you in the morning.
We can't pick who we fall in love with, it just happens. So it just happened...and it just so happens that i love JP. He loves me, respects me and wold do anything for me. I think if we try, we can be happy. When he's around something about me feels complete, i feel so safe in his arms.
I hate guys and i don't feel like looking anymore. He left Dina because he still loved me. I thought about him all the time, because i missed him and loved him. Fine
It's never gonna get any better than this so why don't we just fall in love and make the best of it? I think it's going to be ok this time because think it took me loosing him to make me realize how much i need him and i don't want to feel that lost again.
sorry mom, dad, i don't think "better" exisits for me