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Out of the things that make me angry I think this is the ultimate thing. I really hate that, I really do and I can relate to the feeling you get everytime I smoke; believe it or not I'm trying to stop, because you don't like it and because it's not good for me. The thing is that, you act like you don't care about what I may feel or think about this, I know you do but you act like you don't and that bothers me so much, sorry but it's true. I feel so bad that you can't just say something else except for " :/ " when I'm complaining and yeah, I know I can be pretty annoying, that I tend to overreact, well, I've been too conscious about my temper and I've felt that this has been the first time in months that I've been pissed off about something you do, I love you but this really makes me feel bad. You went to bed without even saying anything more, yes, you asked me if I were angry and to be honest, I know that you knew I was angry, it wasn't even necessary to make that question; it bothers me that everytime you feel sad when I smoke I try to make it up to you; I really feel bad about it and try to make you feel better... well, your certainly didn't to me this time and I was really expecting it. Fuck it, yes, I may sound as the type of girl I hate but at least I'm taking it all out and yes, I will say this to you tomorrow, when you wake up. I just hate to go to sleep angry with you, it makes me cry