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*Sigh*
I hate to have the first entry in this journal be a rant, but right now I'm a little upset.
On Tuesday morning, I helped throw a newspaper route (which I *hate* doing) but I need the money and if he doesn't have a driver then he's out of a job and s.o.l.
I was so damn tired when I was done that I slept not only through my Speech class 1:40-3:00, but into my Algebra class too. 6:00-9:00.
*Sigh*
I haven't really had an "official" day off since.....I don't know last.
Every day that I normally have off from school and my crappy-assed part time job at Cinema World, I have to throw the route with Craig.
It's not his fault that his license got suspended. It's just a bunch of bullshit from his ex-wife.
It's just that the added stress from not being able to just RELAX that's really getting to me. I'm getting really tense lately.
My friend Kristi is coming down from Jacksonville on Friday to see her bf, Vince, but she was supposed to hang out with me this Friday. Unfortunately, though, the only day that Cinema World gave me to work is FRIDAY from 12-8. I get 8 HOURS the ENTIRE WEEK.
Probably because the manager who made the schedules this week and I do NOT get along. Last weekend I ate half a leftover cheesestick that would have been thrown out since I was hungry and he caught me. I didn't pay for it, but, as I said, it would have been thrown out. Unfortunately, though, he considered it "stealing" from the company. We, as employees only have to pay like, $1.50 for them. Regular price is $4.00s. But what did that little fucker do? He sent me home 3 HOURS EARLY so effectively, that cheesestick cost me a total of about $21.00s.
And it wasn't even good.
But right now I'm on the computer, hoping that Uranus and Neptune would have come on earlier so we could talk, but oh well. We all have a life other than LJ, lol.
I was just really hoping, though, because it seems like we have A LOT in common, and I'm just so excited to make friends who love SM as much as I do. *^-^*
I haven't hung out with my "friends" down here in f-o-r-e-v-e-r.
My "good friend" Jessi went through this whole spiel about how it was probably a good thing that she got let go from her dental assistant job so then she would have more time to spend with her friends. I have only heard from her ONCE since then, and it was only if I was "Mad at her" b/c I hadn't replied to her text. In truth, I didn't have texting OR use of my pre-paid phone for almost 2 weeks since I ran out of money and my bf didn't want to put any more money on it.
Right now my bf is sitting on the couch in the living room playing Naruto: Clash of Ninja on the Wii with his friends Vince and Anthony while I'm preparing to go help Craig. AGAIN.For the Umpteenth time this week.
It's not that I dislike spending time with Craig. Not at all. It's just that running the route really fucks up my sleep schedule and it makes me mad since (if you count school and Cinema World) I have 3 jobs while my (lazy) boyfriend only has one. It seems like everytime I have a day off he has HIS friends over while I have to go to work.
But I HAVE to help Craig. If I don't help him, because he doesn't have his license, he can't drive, and therefore can't throw his newspaper route. If I don't help him, then he loses his job. SERIOUSLY. The managers won't help him throw his route again. I'm all he's got. The poor guy's hanging by a thread and I'm it.
I'm not about to let a friend lose his job because *I* didn't want to help him on night.
But it still sucks. *Sigh*
I miss having friends that I can hang out with. It's so lonely down here. T-T
I hate to have the first entry in this journal be a rant, but right now I'm a little upset.
On Tuesday morning, I helped throw a newspaper route (which I *hate* doing) but I need the money and if he doesn't have a driver then he's out of a job and s.o.l.
I was so damn tired when I was done that I slept not only through my Speech class 1:40-3:00, but into my Algebra class too. 6:00-9:00.
*Sigh*
I haven't really had an "official" day off since.....I don't know last.
Every day that I normally have off from school and my crappy-assed part time job at Cinema World, I have to throw the route with Craig.
It's not his fault that his license got suspended. It's just a bunch of bullshit from his ex-wife.
It's just that the added stress from not being able to just RELAX that's really getting to me. I'm getting really tense lately.
My friend Kristi is coming down from Jacksonville on Friday to see her bf, Vince, but she was supposed to hang out with me this Friday. Unfortunately, though, the only day that Cinema World gave me to work is FRIDAY from 12-8. I get 8 HOURS the ENTIRE WEEK.
Probably because the manager who made the schedules this week and I do NOT get along. Last weekend I ate half a leftover cheesestick that would have been thrown out since I was hungry and he caught me. I didn't pay for it, but, as I said, it would have been thrown out. Unfortunately, though, he considered it "stealing" from the company. We, as employees only have to pay like, $1.50 for them. Regular price is $4.00s. But what did that little fucker do? He sent me home 3 HOURS EARLY so effectively, that cheesestick cost me a total of about $21.00s.
And it wasn't even good.
But right now I'm on the computer, hoping that Uranus and Neptune would have come on earlier so we could talk, but oh well. We all have a life other than LJ, lol.
I was just really hoping, though, because it seems like we have A LOT in common, and I'm just so excited to make friends who love SM as much as I do. *^-^*
I haven't hung out with my "friends" down here in f-o-r-e-v-e-r.
My "good friend" Jessi went through this whole spiel about how it was probably a good thing that she got let go from her dental assistant job so then she would have more time to spend with her friends. I have only heard from her ONCE since then, and it was only if I was "Mad at her" b/c I hadn't replied to her text. In truth, I didn't have texting OR use of my pre-paid phone for almost 2 weeks since I ran out of money and my bf didn't want to put any more money on it.
Right now my bf is sitting on the couch in the living room playing Naruto: Clash of Ninja on the Wii with his friends Vince and Anthony while I'm preparing to go help Craig. AGAIN.For the Umpteenth time this week.
It's not that I dislike spending time with Craig. Not at all. It's just that running the route really fucks up my sleep schedule and it makes me mad since (if you count school and Cinema World) I have 3 jobs while my (lazy) boyfriend only has one. It seems like everytime I have a day off he has HIS friends over while I have to go to work.
But I HAVE to help Craig. If I don't help him, because he doesn't have his license, he can't drive, and therefore can't throw his newspaper route. If I don't help him, then he loses his job. SERIOUSLY. The managers won't help him throw his route again. I'm all he's got. The poor guy's hanging by a thread and I'm it.
I'm not about to let a friend lose his job because *I* didn't want to help him on night.
But it still sucks. *Sigh*
I miss having friends that I can hang out with. It's so lonely down here. T-T