163- "If Fushigi Yugi was to be turned into a real people movie..."
xD Sorry about the title. I saw that yesterday on a "Fushigi Yuugi" message board, and couldn't help but crack up. That poster also misspelled Hotohori. :<
Ugh, so tired... I woke up at 8:30 on my own. It made me so mad, because I had my alarm set for 10:45! xD; I ended up not being able to get back to sleep, so I took a long shower and went to Front Range and all of that good stuff.
I was going to pick up Ana and Shannon and give them a ride, but that fell through.
I think I'm going to take a nap here shortly... but before that, I need to decide if I should apply more of what I've been working on in therapy. I thought I did okay at the party last night-- they're not my thing to begin with, and I was a nervous wreck before getting there. But I think I did a lot better than normal in social situations, so that's always good.
However... there are just a few things I need to ask some people about. I mean, if these questions don't get asked, it won't be the end of the world. It's not like it will matter in the long run. I'm just kind of curious as to what they'll say; that's all. :3 But at the same time... I don't know if I want to risk being laughed at or made fun of. Since they're my friends, I know that most likely won't happen. But I just can't get over my fear of asking and telling people what I need.
...Maybe one day I'll be able to talk to people freely. That would be nice. *laughs*
Ugh, so tired... I woke up at 8:30 on my own. It made me so mad, because I had my alarm set for 10:45! xD; I ended up not being able to get back to sleep, so I took a long shower and went to Front Range and all of that good stuff.
I was going to pick up Ana and Shannon and give them a ride, but that fell through.
I think I'm going to take a nap here shortly... but before that, I need to decide if I should apply more of what I've been working on in therapy. I thought I did okay at the party last night-- they're not my thing to begin with, and I was a nervous wreck before getting there. But I think I did a lot better than normal in social situations, so that's always good.
However... there are just a few things I need to ask some people about. I mean, if these questions don't get asked, it won't be the end of the world. It's not like it will matter in the long run. I'm just kind of curious as to what they'll say; that's all. :3 But at the same time... I don't know if I want to risk being laughed at or made fun of. Since they're my friends, I know that most likely won't happen. But I just can't get over my fear of asking and telling people what I need.
...Maybe one day I'll be able to talk to people freely. That would be nice. *laughs*