Sep 08, 2003 19:29
we run from our past right to our future not stoping to greet the present on our way by.
hers and my mistakes from the past sort of arnt mistakes when you consider the great things that have grown from them. i like to understand some of her mistakes. im not a mistake. im perfect.
the present isnt real. its a dream or an act following the future. the past is all thats real. no one plans to live exactly the same later as they do now. there is always a hurdle or a flaw. dont look at consciousness as a time line, on a liniar standpoint. look at it as a web. times connecting not by numerical order, but by how the times connect in logic and what you learn from them.
for everytime you look back look forward 5 times farther. for everytime you look that far into her eyes pull yourself back to the present your past built for you.