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6 meals a day. hour and a half work out a day. Mixtures of cardio and calisthenics(or lifting). I'm going to kick my own ass. I've poisoned my body for long enough. Eating good just isn't enough. I'm on top of this now. I know how easy it is and I have a plan. That IS what's essential, right? Going back to school coming up here. As soon as I get certified, I'm finishing what I set out to do. I probably can get some officer training in with all these credits. He's going to be so irritated with me, but this is about me and no one else. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...what's wrong with me? I have bug bites everywhere; they must just like my bloooooooooooooooood." I have to clean. Chris is coming over. At least I think he is. My house is a mess. It needs to be cleaned before Sunday anyhow. NEED. wish me luck. i don't need it, but the thought is nice.