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Look up twat in the dictionary. See that little mugshot...just beside where it says adjective? Yeah, thats me. Be glad you didn't see me at lunch. Paul in front of me. Hrm... He turns round to talk to Daniel..not so bad...i can handle that...then says something to me....I go.....giggly. Why?????? Why???
I don't know anymore. I hae feeling like this. But again, i must say, i do feel like this. Like today, I just seemed to be down in all me classes. Except music :) But the rest were shite. Its natural to feel that about your classes, but not like....total depression. I hate it. I can't get away from it. Since that day, if that day was different, if i could put all my feelings somewhere, this would be a LOT different. AAAAAAARGH!!!!
I'll just put this here...i wrote it a while ago, i reminds me of a better time :)
Freja
Is there any time?
To watch you sleep
Is there any time?
To hold you again
Just a little longer
So I can watch your eyes,
flicker silently,
as I lull you to sleep
and the world will move again
more peacefully than before.
And the suffering will stop just for one night
As I look into your eyes,
All the sorrow and pain, it leaves me
with only the space to love you more and more
Is there any chance?
I'll feel this way
When you breathe softly
On my face
I shut my eyes
To Make sure this is real
And as I open them
You stir silently in a dream
and the world will move again
It sounds cheesy...but hey, i don't care. If you look it with a narrow mind, then it will be cheesy, yes. Just open up your heart a bit. Not everything is about fucking relationships, as some people in school seem to think. There is a life other than boys/girls. OH MY GAAD!!!! He's got the best arse!!! Hrm...get over your fucking selves. Being dumped is not pain. Not getting the guy you started liking two minutes ago is NOT pain. Life taken over? Can't see a direction as to where you want to go? Feeling depressed every day of your fucking life? Thats pain. And the little clouds of perfume in school don't know what the fuck i think. So don't come it man.
There are other lyrics i didn't write that help when i feel like this. I'm off to read them now.
I don't know anymore. I hae feeling like this. But again, i must say, i do feel like this. Like today, I just seemed to be down in all me classes. Except music :) But the rest were shite. Its natural to feel that about your classes, but not like....total depression. I hate it. I can't get away from it. Since that day, if that day was different, if i could put all my feelings somewhere, this would be a LOT different. AAAAAAARGH!!!!
I'll just put this here...i wrote it a while ago, i reminds me of a better time :)
Freja
Is there any time?
To watch you sleep
Is there any time?
To hold you again
Just a little longer
So I can watch your eyes,
flicker silently,
as I lull you to sleep
and the world will move again
more peacefully than before.
And the suffering will stop just for one night
As I look into your eyes,
All the sorrow and pain, it leaves me
with only the space to love you more and more
Is there any chance?
I'll feel this way
When you breathe softly
On my face
I shut my eyes
To Make sure this is real
And as I open them
You stir silently in a dream
and the world will move again
It sounds cheesy...but hey, i don't care. If you look it with a narrow mind, then it will be cheesy, yes. Just open up your heart a bit. Not everything is about fucking relationships, as some people in school seem to think. There is a life other than boys/girls. OH MY GAAD!!!! He's got the best arse!!! Hrm...get over your fucking selves. Being dumped is not pain. Not getting the guy you started liking two minutes ago is NOT pain. Life taken over? Can't see a direction as to where you want to go? Feeling depressed every day of your fucking life? Thats pain. And the little clouds of perfume in school don't know what the fuck i think. So don't come it man.
There are other lyrics i didn't write that help when i feel like this. I'm off to read them now.