I just can't trust myself

[jupiter_kun]

Hey, comment and I will write you 5x5commentfics. If you are unfamiliar with what I mean, comment with something like "5 times Billie forgot something important" and I will write you 5 commentfics based off of your prompt. Ask for as many as you want :D

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[jupiter_kun]

1.) Mike and Tre stopped arguing then, snapping their heads to face a red-cheeked and teary-eyed Billie Joe Armstrong, instantly recoiling at his words. Billie had never said something like that, nor did it ever cross the band mates' mind that he would. They sincerely hoped it was just a bluff, just a threat, but Billie looked angry, like he would follow through with it without a second thought.

2.) Billie rubbed his temples and squeezed his eyes shut, trying to think of words to put down on paper, but the little white sheet of bark remained pale and completely blank, taunting him. Billie cringed and rocked back and forth a little in his seat, desperate but giving up. He hadn't written a decent song in years, and the band and fans and everyone else noticed. Maybe..

"It might be best to just end this." The words came out, tasted first sweet but then quickly turned to poison. He shook his head and continued to reel his mind for that creative wonderland.

3.) The tiny little girl let out a small whimper in Billie Joe's arms, swaddled in towels and beat red in the face. Tears leaked from emerald greens as his third child shifted ever so slightly, like a twitch, in his arms. "She's beautiful, Adie.." he whispered, taking in his new baby girl's features.

The woman on the stretcher, coated with sweat and a huge smile spread on her lips, chuckles and breathed evenly, finally able to relax.

Billie couldn't believe this, how lucky he was to have such a wonderful family. Jakob and Joey would be here soon to view their sister for the first time, and it sent a shiver through him. He hated being away from his family for as long as he was sometimes, and he didn't want his daughter to feel neglected. The thought entered his mind, but he pushed it away. His sons had grown up knowing they were loved, and Adie was such a wonderful, understanding woman.

4.) "Who are you? Who do you think you are to say something like that about my family!?" Billie completely lost it and launched himself at his verbal attacker. His fist crashed against the hater's face several times before he was wrenched away and yanked to his feet by his band members.

"Billie! Calm the fuck down, he's just another asshole," Mike hissed.

"No, no, I'm sick of this, I want it to just stop, I want a normal life, Mike, I don't want to hear what other people have to say about me-" he was cut off by a strong slap across the face by Tre, who immediately recoiled at his own actions.

"Billie, don't say that, don't let it get to you," he whispered, his grip still firm on Billie's arm. The ink-haired boy gave up then and slumped as he was dragged away.

5.) A slam of a door, a crying out, shouts. "I've HAD it!" Billie yelled at no one in particular as he darted from the tour bus, tears streaming down his cheeks. His entire body throbbed and he'd made up his mind. It was too much pressure, too much drama..

He wanted to go home. For good. He needed it.