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This is so wierd. I am sitting in my apt in the living room all by myself. I have never been in the living room all alone before and I don't like it. Everyone else has some one to talk to and/or hang out with. As usual, I am the odd one out. Should be used to it. Am used to it. It just all changed so suddenly. Just this time last week we were in the living room laughing and listening to music. I don't understand. I know it should not bother me but it does. I just don't know what to do. What can I do to get things back to the way they were before? I will do anything. This is too wierd. Some say change is good but this is not change for the good. Oh well. I guess there is a reason this all is going on. I just wish I could do something about it. I wish I had someone who wanted to only talk to me and hang out with me. Why can't I have that? What is so awful about me? Maybe it is my fault. Who knows. All I know is that I am lonley and I don't like it.