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I'm so bored... I wish my mother would get off of the phone so I could call Lauren. Yep. I need to call Lauren. I'm so lazy. I don't want to put on makeup, or drive for that matter, but... I will, and it will suck. I can't stand living out in the boonies. I have to drive 30 minutes just to hang out with friends. :'( It's the worst thing ever. And, now, Broy's talking about moving out because of this new job he may be getting. It would be too far for him to drive to get there. I just don't know what to do. I was supposed to be getting a job at the Muffin Man, but Lisa won't call back. She told me to show up on the 10th. I got there and they were all like, "she just left for the day." It's, what? The 12th now, right? Yeah, so what the shit?! I guess she just forgot about me. Not like forgetting me is a hard thing to do or anything. This guy I used to like, and used to like me came into the gas station my last day I was there. I froze up because I didn't want him to recognize me. I know he did. I always wore that damn bracelet of mine, and I saw him staring at it. He looked at me, and I just pretended I didn't know who he was. It was kind of sad. I wouldn't want to hang out with him, though. I just didn't want him to ask. I'm glad he didn't. I've got the best guy ever, and OH MY GOD! Last night... shit, just thinking about it is going to give me an orgasm... damn it was AWESOME!
Yeah, so anyway... that's about all I have to say. Sorry about the ramble.