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hey guys... sorry for not updating in a while... psh... no one's reading this neway... no need for apologies
i'm in such a dilema. my mom calls me today and says that there is no hope of our fam gettin citizenship here... and that my bro's gonna be in the korean army in less than 2 yrs... and i'm gonna be following him 2 yrs after that... i dunno what to do... on one hand, i'm scared for my bro... on the other hand... it's no comfort to realize that imma be in the same situation once he's out of it... and knowing the current situation between n. and s. korea... i dun even want to think about it...
but i have to.
dunno how i'm gonna plan for it... military service can really screw me over in terms of my career as a musician... military service can really screw my bro over in terms of him finding a job as a businessman, when he has to compete against younger, fresher graduates for jobs.......................
military service can also screw us over in another way... and that i'd rather not think about
the only hope for my bro is to get accepted to a good graduate school... but knowing his sincerity and integrity... i'm sure he's not up to purposely dodging a duty that's mandated by his country... ugh...
the only hope for me is to improve HELLA on the violin... to the point i can get good enough to win a prominent competition... in which case i'll get automatic citizenship....
aiyaiyai...... both scenarios seem worse that shooting for the moon....
pray for us, please
i'm in such a dilema. my mom calls me today and says that there is no hope of our fam gettin citizenship here... and that my bro's gonna be in the korean army in less than 2 yrs... and i'm gonna be following him 2 yrs after that... i dunno what to do... on one hand, i'm scared for my bro... on the other hand... it's no comfort to realize that imma be in the same situation once he's out of it... and knowing the current situation between n. and s. korea... i dun even want to think about it...
but i have to.
dunno how i'm gonna plan for it... military service can really screw me over in terms of my career as a musician... military service can really screw my bro over in terms of him finding a job as a businessman, when he has to compete against younger, fresher graduates for jobs.......................
military service can also screw us over in another way... and that i'd rather not think about
the only hope for my bro is to get accepted to a good graduate school... but knowing his sincerity and integrity... i'm sure he's not up to purposely dodging a duty that's mandated by his country... ugh...
the only hope for me is to improve HELLA on the violin... to the point i can get good enough to win a prominent competition... in which case i'll get automatic citizenship....
aiyaiyai...... both scenarios seem worse that shooting for the moon....
pray for us, please