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[junu]

My life is such a mess right now
I know, Julia, don't have a cow.
Senior year is full of choices and decisions
Courses of study break off into a million divisions.
Which path to take I havent clue,
I have absolutely no idea what to do.
So I sit and I think and I think and I sit,
And all I am getting is more baffled by it!

I start work again tomorrow,
Maybe being even busier will ease my sorrow.
I got fired, but now my boss needs me.
I can't spend my whole life getting everything for free.
I miss my old friends there, but what can I do?
Most have moved on and are gone from there too.
Working there when I was younger helped me to grow.
It made me see how much I really didn't know.
Just a kid when I started I am so different now.
I don't know what it was exactly, but it changed me somehow.
Going back there will be like turning back time,
But I have to go back because I don't have a dime.

Life is confusing and everything just seems so dim
With expectations and hesitations I am filled to the brim
All my doubts cancel out the hopes I once had.
My scrupulosity is making me go entirely mad!