Is love blind... or am I?
Well... I gave him another chance. Thanx to Janet. She made me promise her that I'll give him another chance and stop worrying about his ex. I just can't stand it when I see a name carved into his arm and it's not mine. Even the ring she gave him that he still wears on his fourth finger. I don't know why these little things bug me. I feel so useless now. So... Insecure. Ok, fine... he did delete the messages and he changed her name... but I wonder what's the truth... what's going on in his head.
We went to Atmosphere on Saturday, shared cash to open a 4.5 litre again. They played my favourite song! I was so exhausted and high cause I didn't eat my dinner. Big mistake, I had gastrict in the morning. Slept at 5am.
On Sunday, we woke up at 11:30am to head off for our "picnic cum waterfall" plan. Derek was supposed to follow us but as usual he has some kind of excuse. So KW, Nelson, Janet and I endend up going. We had Ayamas, Dominos, Sandwiches and Watermelons. There was one huge problem when I over did it... I was so hungry but I still pushed myself forward and I just.. POOFED out. I started to feel pukish and cold. Things started losing colour and my head felt light. KW then carried me up half of the way... I hate that moutain! The waterfall wasn't really "awesome" cause Malaysians like to LITTER. Yuck! Anyway, I did enjoy myself after filling up my tummy. The water was ICE COLD! Jess would have loved it. Haha. I was fine cause I had my bear bear to keep me warm. Ok... I admit it... I've fallen head over heels for KW. I can't help it! He's just... lovable. =) *sigh*
After the waterfall, we headed home to shower then KW had to go for MQ in Summit. Some bowling thing.
I've been so busy that I haven't have time to update my journal. Sorry Jess & Cel. I'm going to send some spaghetti to KW now in BSC. He's got a Bowling League or something. We're gonna go rounding later in the Aristo.
It makes me happy when he looks at me, when he holds my hand even though he's driving. Dammit, I sound like a love-stuck teen. @#$%
I got KW addicted to this song. Muahaha!
We went to Atmosphere on Saturday, shared cash to open a 4.5 litre again. They played my favourite song! I was so exhausted and high cause I didn't eat my dinner. Big mistake, I had gastrict in the morning. Slept at 5am.
On Sunday, we woke up at 11:30am to head off for our "picnic cum waterfall" plan. Derek was supposed to follow us but as usual he has some kind of excuse. So KW, Nelson, Janet and I endend up going. We had Ayamas, Dominos, Sandwiches and Watermelons. There was one huge problem when I over did it... I was so hungry but I still pushed myself forward and I just.. POOFED out. I started to feel pukish and cold. Things started losing colour and my head felt light. KW then carried me up half of the way... I hate that moutain! The waterfall wasn't really "awesome" cause Malaysians like to LITTER. Yuck! Anyway, I did enjoy myself after filling up my tummy. The water was ICE COLD! Jess would have loved it. Haha. I was fine cause I had my bear bear to keep me warm. Ok... I admit it... I've fallen head over heels for KW. I can't help it! He's just... lovable. =) *sigh*
After the waterfall, we headed home to shower then KW had to go for MQ in Summit. Some bowling thing.
I've been so busy that I haven't have time to update my journal. Sorry Jess & Cel. I'm going to send some spaghetti to KW now in BSC. He's got a Bowling League or something. We're gonna go rounding later in the Aristo.
It makes me happy when he looks at me, when he holds my hand even though he's driving. Dammit, I sound like a love-stuck teen. @#$%
I got KW addicted to this song. Muahaha!