For you

Sep 06, 2007 22:21

Shall blog about this week's happenings another time. Just very sad, and very sorry.
Sorry sorry sorry, other than that I also dont know what else to say already.
Whole day been thinking, 心不在焉 during the day's activities. Think its better off this way, because there are many things I cant promise on my part, and there are just many other reasons. 对不起,对不起。Heart feeling vague, mind feeling vague, it was a heart or mind decision. Chose the latter, because I dont want to let you down in any way.

(Maybe I just dont understand myself well enough, I dont even know what thoughts are going through my head. Organise them to no avail. I cant foresee the future, I dont know what might step into your life, or what might step into my life. One day I guess one day.)
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There are some words I just reserve it until I really feel it. Thats why I think those words are so sacred and so special, because I really mean it when I say it out. But I dont think it can be cultivated within such short periods of time. Its just not that superficial, or maybe I just held it in too high regards..
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