Week 8: Few more days
Short one for penning down thoughts, since exams are so near.
Basically just mugging everyday now, though quite distracted at times haha. Today managed to mug bio! But not alot of it, sigh must jiayou! Tomorrrow's Speech day rehearsal so wont have much time. Must chiong liuqin at night too. Friday will be passing down, + praccing at night. Satruday speech day, then lesson, then tuition, probably not much time to mug too.
Suddenly felt quite nostalgic about co (okay I was distracted with co eeks.), syf just invaded (great timing) and yeah old memories came flooding back. Striving for a common goal, practising so hard together everyday, letting out hearts out on stage through the music; was so fulfilling. Definitely more fulfilling working with a team than just improving and going for a goal individually haha. All my activities have halted by now (okay except liuqin lessons) and I miss that teamspirit; its just getting information and knowledge into my head, hoping I will do well for my exams and all. Even if I score reallyreally well based on my hard work, the feeling of accomplishment would still be, somehow, lacking in some way. Love for a team that I have went through for 4 years (:
Last night dreamt about schoolwork. Havent been dreaming of schoolwork for a veryveryvery long time. Just generally dont even dream about homework when I am totally stressed out. Hm. And certain people have been appearing in my dreams for the last three nights. Hm.
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Penny for my thoughts. If you can give an answer of "maybe", then there is a part of you that is rejecting and going against it. Perhaps you should then give yourself more time and think through it carefullly (the consequences in the long run). Can say that there is also a part of you accepting and wishing for the occurance, but not experiencing some happiness is better than creating that unhappiness for yourself. (: (But of course, not saying it should be forgotten or turned down, because if after careful analysis, the implications are things that we can handle, then move on with it! Plus theres always self persuasion, but this goes against everything haha.)
Basically just mugging everyday now, though quite distracted at times haha. Today managed to mug bio! But not alot of it, sigh must jiayou! Tomorrrow's Speech day rehearsal so wont have much time. Must chiong liuqin at night too. Friday will be passing down, + praccing at night. Satruday speech day, then lesson, then tuition, probably not much time to mug too.
Suddenly felt quite nostalgic about co (okay I was distracted with co eeks.), syf just invaded (great timing) and yeah old memories came flooding back. Striving for a common goal, practising so hard together everyday, letting out hearts out on stage through the music; was so fulfilling. Definitely more fulfilling working with a team than just improving and going for a goal individually haha. All my activities have halted by now (okay except liuqin lessons) and I miss that teamspirit; its just getting information and knowledge into my head, hoping I will do well for my exams and all. Even if I score reallyreally well based on my hard work, the feeling of accomplishment would still be, somehow, lacking in some way. Love for a team that I have went through for 4 years (:
Last night dreamt about schoolwork. Havent been dreaming of schoolwork for a veryveryvery long time. Just generally dont even dream about homework when I am totally stressed out. Hm. And certain people have been appearing in my dreams for the last three nights. Hm.
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Penny for my thoughts. If you can give an answer of "maybe", then there is a part of you that is rejecting and going against it. Perhaps you should then give yourself more time and think through it carefullly (the consequences in the long run). Can say that there is also a part of you accepting and wishing for the occurance, but not experiencing some happiness is better than creating that unhappiness for yourself. (: (But of course, not saying it should be forgotten or turned down, because if after careful analysis, the implications are things that we can handle, then move on with it! Plus theres always self persuasion, but this goes against everything haha.)