Friendship
It's at times like this, when I feel like I want to hide from the world, when I wished I didn't live in reality, when I feel so small and insignificant... that I am amazingly thankful to have even the few number of friends that I do
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but..
I don't know how to help or what to reply or..
alrighty.. actually..
quess what XD
I had the same problem awhile back..
I don't know actually how it went away. I just started to communicate more and didn't take replying so seriously anymore.
as in I relaxed, calmed down, answered when I really felt I want to answer or when I needed to say something.
To be honest my mobilephone barely rings.. and if it does it is only my mom or dad.. or in rare occasion my sis.. but no one else and I'm totally ok with it.
I mean I can see the friends at Uni also.. and then also here online and..
..
you ever have the feeling of just running away from all of this?
Not wanting to reply but just leave it and run away?
...
it's kinda sad to have this feeling, right?
but if you don't think about "I have to reply, I have to reply" all the time then it doesn't feel so sad anymore and I'm sure they also understand why you don't keep touch. Heck ways apart, so what?
I have in msn over 30 people.. my ex-classmates.. and I haven't spoken with them for a year now.. I just don't feel the need for it and obviously they don't feel the need also.. we have drifted apart, we find new friends, but the old ones still stay even if you don't talk with them anymore.
I mean with me it's like even if I haven't spoken with the persons anymore a loong time now, even if I do see them in the town (In the end I actually have to see them one day again, because Estonia is small, then we smile to eachother say hello ask how it's going and drift apart again.. that's life.. don't try to hold yourself so strongly to the persons who you actually don't have anything to talk much.. It's ok =) and I'm sure they understand too.. well there are couple of exeptions, but who cares XD)
ok.. and now remember what I said to you in the beginning of the post?
That I don't have anything to talk about?
I lied..
gomen
and now I'm going to bed and be ashamed of myself for talking a bit nonsense.. I think I could have taken the above story together with couple of sentences..
right..
anyway
oyasumi!
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