keep your heart
junkwang (junhyung/kikwang), pg-13, goosebump-inducing unbeta'd, drabble
just needed to get this out!
for
blur2katak and
gauzeling, you guys got this pairing stuck in my head :(((( i'll do a better job next time, promise!
kikwang is convinced that there's a bird living inside his ribcage.
a faceless bird made up of muscle and blood that breathes with him, a wingless bird that keeps him alive. it isn't pretty, but nothing on the inside is meant to be pretty anyway.
he tells junhyung that this bird likes to wreck havoc in his chest, throw itself against his bones, attempt to escape. he says it cannot be tamed, it is a wild bird thirsty for freedom and air.
and junhyung places his fingers over kikwang's chest, presses his nails into the flesh lightly and says, it won't survive if you set it free. the air out here is dirtier and dustier than you think, the water out here may poison it, there is no way it can live.
you think so? kikwang smiles and the sun peels itself into a moon outside their window. junhyung watches, imitates the stretch of kikwang's full lips, leans into his neck and closes his eyes.
keep your heart safe where it's meant to be.
you may proceed to kill me now