I cannot be all of these things to you, it's true
After watching what I believe was the most previous episode of Jimmy Fallon, where he played charades with Tina Fey, Seth Meyers, and Amy Poehler (YES) I've since been dying to play too. So this Friday I'm having a little game night with friends in an attempt at getting to play again. I made a little event page on facespace, invited a few people that I figured would want to come, then left the invites open to the public so people could just invite themselves. However, moments somebody in particular who one of my favourite guests does not get along with decided that she will be attending. I'm not sure if they have a mutual hatred of one another or what, because I know she (who we will call B) knows that (who we will call) M will be there. Apparently B said some nasty junk about M but I don't know all the details nor do I care. Anyways I like both M and B and I'd like for both to come, but I don't know if that's totally possible. So I'm going to speak to them individually and ask if they can stay civil for a couple of hours and just hope for the best. I do believe that B was influenced by somebody else anyways, so maybe M has less hatred for B, at least that's what I'm praying for now. If they inform me that they can't even be in the same room with each other then a) they're going to have to suck it up and be adults, because there are plenty of times when I go to events where I know someone I can't stand is coming but I go anyway for the sake of the friend(s) that invited me. Or b) I'll have to ask one of them to not attend. This is a total LAST RESORT, as it will kill me to ask this of either one of them. In fact I don't even consider that an option right now, they're just going to have to deal with it.
There was something else I wanted to discuss here but I'm totally blanking so I'll move on and when I remember I'll post again later.
All of the family's home from their various trips. It's nice to have the folks back but of course I could live without the whore, who made no acknowledgment of my presence when she re-appeared today. This is really it, I'm just done with her. If she doesn't shapen up and give a little respect to the people around her I'm cutting her out of my life. At least as much as I can. But I always wonder what will happen at Christmas. It's going to break my parents hearts if I don't at least wish her a merry Christmas or something. I can't imagine I'd buy her a present, and I hope she wouldn't buy me one. I'd feel like shit for doing this to my folks but I've put up with her year after year and she still treats everyone like shit. Whatever happens happens I guess.
Started talking to this guy much much earlier today. He's really interesting, attractive, has some similar interests, the only hitch is that he's 34. Fourteen years my senior basically. I'm still not sure how I feel about this. I mean it's not like we're going out tomorrow or anything, as far as I know he's just a nice conversationalist and that's all I'll ever know of him, but I am thinking about all of the "what if's?" My debate about age in a partner is still stuck in the middle. I'm not one of those "age is just a number!"/"you're only as old as you feel!" people who I tend to find completely annoying, but I'm not hellbent about staying with someone in my age-range. Then it leads me into thinking about how there are two types of dating, with a purpose and without. Isn't the ultimate goal of dating to find the one person you want to be with forever? Or at least to find one person to stay with the longest? If I dated this guy, when I turn 30 he'll already be in his 50's. It sounds really uncomfortable to me and I still have a lot of living to do, so I keep thinking that I'd only date him for a while, just have a good time for a while, etc. But that sounds so awful at the same time. I don't know what he's thinking. I don't know who he's looking for. For all I know he wants to grow old with somebody younger than him. Maybe my thoughts will change in the future, but for right now I'm confused as fuck. I'll just see what happens and play it from there.
Here is a video of Marnie Stern. My latest obsession.
Enjoy.
There was something else I wanted to discuss here but I'm totally blanking so I'll move on and when I remember I'll post again later.
All of the family's home from their various trips. It's nice to have the folks back but of course I could live without the whore, who made no acknowledgment of my presence when she re-appeared today. This is really it, I'm just done with her. If she doesn't shapen up and give a little respect to the people around her I'm cutting her out of my life. At least as much as I can. But I always wonder what will happen at Christmas. It's going to break my parents hearts if I don't at least wish her a merry Christmas or something. I can't imagine I'd buy her a present, and I hope she wouldn't buy me one. I'd feel like shit for doing this to my folks but I've put up with her year after year and she still treats everyone like shit. Whatever happens happens I guess.
Started talking to this guy much much earlier today. He's really interesting, attractive, has some similar interests, the only hitch is that he's 34. Fourteen years my senior basically. I'm still not sure how I feel about this. I mean it's not like we're going out tomorrow or anything, as far as I know he's just a nice conversationalist and that's all I'll ever know of him, but I am thinking about all of the "what if's?" My debate about age in a partner is still stuck in the middle. I'm not one of those "age is just a number!"/"you're only as old as you feel!" people who I tend to find completely annoying, but I'm not hellbent about staying with someone in my age-range. Then it leads me into thinking about how there are two types of dating, with a purpose and without. Isn't the ultimate goal of dating to find the one person you want to be with forever? Or at least to find one person to stay with the longest? If I dated this guy, when I turn 30 he'll already be in his 50's. It sounds really uncomfortable to me and I still have a lot of living to do, so I keep thinking that I'd only date him for a while, just have a good time for a while, etc. But that sounds so awful at the same time. I don't know what he's thinking. I don't know who he's looking for. For all I know he wants to grow old with somebody younger than him. Maybe my thoughts will change in the future, but for right now I'm confused as fuck. I'll just see what happens and play it from there.
Here is a video of Marnie Stern. My latest obsession.
Click to viewEnjoy.