Sour Mood 1000x
What is it about me that turns guys off?
Am i too intense? too forward? too psycho?
I don't understand why guys talk talk talk to me and then *poof* its like they never existed.
Guys don't approch me because i looked pissed off. WELL HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO FIX THAT? Even when i'm happy as fuck i still look pissed.
Though... hm. I don't know. Whatever. I care too much to let this destroy me.
I hope that this whole mood swing of hell is just a big...and i do mean BIG misunderstanding.
he.
The only guy that have EVER treated me like a queen doesn't even talk to me anymore. i officially suck.
i don't feel like going to school. I don't feel like taking that exam today. I don't feel like blowdrying my hair.
Why is it that marlon is the only freakin thing that stays by my side? why is HE the only one who knows who i am?
I hate today. already. and it just started.
-A-
Am i too intense? too forward? too psycho?
I don't understand why guys talk talk talk to me and then *poof* its like they never existed.
Guys don't approch me because i looked pissed off. WELL HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO FIX THAT? Even when i'm happy as fuck i still look pissed.
Though... hm. I don't know. Whatever. I care too much to let this destroy me.
I hope that this whole mood swing of hell is just a big...and i do mean BIG misunderstanding.
he.
The only guy that have EVER treated me like a queen doesn't even talk to me anymore. i officially suck.
i don't feel like going to school. I don't feel like taking that exam today. I don't feel like blowdrying my hair.
Why is it that marlon is the only freakin thing that stays by my side? why is HE the only one who knows who i am?
I hate today. already. and it just started.
-A-